Why does it have to be so hard?

It is!
I wish I have the freedom to just do what I think is right. Sometimes things doesn't go my way. I'm now in the verge of losing my senses. I just realize the price of compromise, and the fact that it's really costly.

I wish I'm as strong as you are. We're not in a competition. Sometimes I just wish that I'm half as strong as you are.

I want to believe that I'm the beneficiary of your obedience. The only thing that creeps me out is the fact that maybe you are not doing those things for me.

I wish I had a limited view. I'm currently wishing for something that will wipe out my memory no matter how traumatic it is, at least I'll think--- for a moment---- that you're not the one for me.